My heart has never felt this way before. It has never loved so hard so deep and so strongly. When I say you mean the world to me I mean it. When I say i love you with all my heart i mean it and everytime i hug you I swear you make me feel like the happiest girl alive. I love it when we laugh and kiss and talk and argue and sleep together. I love the way you hug me randomly and give me countless kisses out of now where. I love it when we just talk for hours in the darkness of your room.I love the moments of silence between us and the moments when we can’t seem to shut up but most importantly I love you. You make my heart feel like big ballon lol..muahh.

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I keep having this reoccurring dreams where I see you again. I don’t know why, but in the dreams it seems you need to say something and I long to know what it is but every time you are going to say it we part ways. The dream usually leaves me withn a bad feeling. Not because I couldn’t communicate with you but because I wish you didn’t show up at night so often specially not knowing if the dreams actually mean something.

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I never thought I would actually be starting my research and journey into this brave people’s lives. It might take some time since I really need to captivate their stories in a way  that wil move hearts and lives. Its a really exciting oportunity that I cannot wait to complete, perhaps in a year and a half the project will be fiished and I will start selling the book at the HD conventions. 

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Desire.. Such a simple yet complex word. Everyone has desires and it’s important to distinguish them from actual physical and emotional needs.

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Abraham Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs

Compare this to the Chakra system. Very similar.

Can I just say I am absolutely enjoying these days. The lazy rainy afternoons cuddled in bed, the long conversations with my parents, the dance offs with my little brother and my boyfriend and the the days when documentaries become a bit better than the previous seasons of desperate housewives. These past days have been filled with dinner dates, long convos with missed friends, social moments of laughter and endless kisses, hugs and I love yous from the people my heart holds so dearly close. These days have been interesting. Art books have gotten a hold of me, as well as coffee. Organization has become a good friend of mine and worry has abandoned my footsteps. I must say that peace seems to be slowly calling me into a new season, and as I arrive a very soothing wind comes closer and comforts me in ways I cannot explain in mere and simple words. 

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 Once in a while its nice to leave everything familiar in a box and go out there and enjoy the unknown

I smile because I have realized that I have learned to love the little weird things about you..like when you take forever to order your food every time we go out to eat.  Or when you dance like a fool at parties and how I cannot touch you without you jumping like a rabbit because you are the most ticklish person I know. The little bizarre things, there are really too many to mention but I’m starting to think those things make you soo absolutely adorable. 

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It was a quick drawing of blood samples, two tubes in less than five minutes. However, seeing my boyfriend out of all people stick the needle inside my hand was very much relieving. It’weird how choosing to undergo those five minutes of slight pain will eventually determine many decisions in the future.  

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Yesterday was mothers day. I bought my mom a huge card, a book from Isabelle Allende (amazing writer) and some beautiful red flowers. In the morning my boyfriend’s mom came over to my house to visit my mom and we all had breakfast. In the afternoon my parents, my little brother and I had dinner and watched a movie together.

Yup, my mothers day may not sound super exciting nor out of the ordinary for most people, but to me sepending time with my mother and having the simpliest conversation with her is more than a miracle. As far as I’m concerned she might have been dead by now, or possibly unable to talk or walk or do anything..just like her mother.

But she’s not. She’s still okay, and she will be but not for too long. That’s why I cherish every second I get to spend time with her. Those little moments mean so much. For example, last Saturday night when she and I talked about love and how lucky we both were to have such great men by our side. Also, when I see her teach my little brother new vocabulary words, those moments are so beautiful and I’m lucky to be able to witness all these things. 

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Yesterday I stayed home. listened to music, wrote, and prayed. When I prayed the spirit of love filled me, touched me and sang a sweet song in my heart.

That is when I’m so vividly reminded that I am free…because the spirit of the One is in me.. it dwells in me, satisfies me and brings me peace. Oh what an eternal embrace!

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Blake said that the body was the soul’s prison unless the five senses are fully developed and open. He considered the senses the ‘windows of the soul.’ When sex involves all the senses intensely, it can be like a mystical experience.

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