“the love we have for each other is bigger than the small differences”
minds apart
during waking hours
no need to speak
no need to hear
the voices
but their hearts are
fiercely molded
into one
forever
through distance
and space
and its okay
to slip away
deeply into your own
world
without your other
soul.
Empty room
surrounding us with its echo
allowing us to sing
and dance
carelessly like nothing else
mattered,
and at that moment
we were children…
via Skonahem
You are in control
Of every detail
Of every word
Of every minute
And unnoticeable thing
You look after us
And provide for us
And breath into us
You love us
You are all powerful
All consuming
All graceful
All knowing
You know every heart
You know every desire
And question
And answer
You are the answer
The solution
You are love…
You are Jesus
A couple bathe in a waterfall. Woodstock Festival, 1969.
It hurts me to think about it. The couple in the photo should be around 66-68 years old today. I wonder what they are doing at this very moment. I wonder if they are still together or if they broke up and if so why? Did they miss each other, do they still remember this moment at the waterfall? I wonder how they must have felt in the water and the joy they must have experienced. I wonder about their lives…where has life taken them. What has life offered them and taken away?
Man, life goes by so quickly. So dam quickly. I wish I could stop my life sometimes and cherish the beautiful moments a little longer. Maybe replay them over and over so that I don’t miss a thing. But they must slip away with time. Only in my hearts memory will they forever stay alive.
Nothing is guaranteed in life except for the fact that you will die. Everything else is unpredictable.
“me: I hope you get to live as long as your grandmother has..
him: me too, I don’t want to be old unless I’m old with you..”
I have been in love before, but never like this. My heart has never been so completely sure of who it wants to belong to for the rest of its days. Never in such a way that it feels so much peace at any given moment. Never the way I have felt with you my dear. Never have I felt so honored and loved and cherished. And never have I honored and loved and cherished another person like I have with you…
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made. In him was life, and the life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.”
The rain cleansed the house and His power was manifested when the star broke apart. Through prayer we sought victory and through his grace and love we radiated light. Still, our light shines in the darkness and darkness will not overcome it.
‘I love you
I love you too..”
Last 4 months
The internship and being involved in school have served as a great learning experience for me these past last months. I have been able to step out of my comfort zone which has helped me grow not only personally but also professionally and I couldn’t be happier about that.
Also, although my boyfriend and I have always had to work around some crazy schedule, these past couple months were the hardest months to deal with. His fire academy was draining and there were a lot of things we had to sacrifice but in now that its almost over we see how much stronger our relationship has become.
You were almost gone
the morphine was going in your veins
your body was getting colder
you were disconnected.
everyone was around the bed
saying goodbye
everyone was getting ready to
let go
and then you came back
you opened your eyes
and began to respond
it was not your time to go
not yet.,.
I don’t have to go far
your laughter still plays in my head
and I go back to the days
of driving with you
and making candles in the kitchen
and painting ceramics
in the backyard
and shopping
and having dinner together
while having conversations
about everything,
the days of the old you…
I don’t have to go far
you are the most alive in my memory
you are the most beautiful in my heart
I don’t have to go far
even if you are no longer here.
